Boy Talk #1

Boys are strange things, one minute they act like they really like you and the next they are completely ignoring you. 

At the moment there is a boy in my life, we are not actually in a relationship but I really really like him and sometimes he acts like he likes me too. I haven't told anyone that I like him I guess i'm just really secretive about things like that. But me and him have lot's of flirty banter and lot's of people think we're getting together (including all my family). 

At the moment he is ignoring me and it's hurting a lot. A lot. Now i'm not one of those stalker girls, well not much, It's not the fact that he's not talking to me every second of everyday because I don't really care about that but it's the fact that he will act like he likes me and enjoys talking to me and then he will get bored of me and just leave me.

I know what your thinking "He sounds like a f*** boy to me" but he's really not. I can't really explain him but if you ever met him you would see what I mean. He's really a nice person but I don't think he understands how much little things hurt. It's like a small bullet can hurt just as much as a  giant sword. And they both kill you.

So at the moment life is teaching me that unrequited love sucks and hurts and I hate it so much!

Thanks for reading this little boy rant. I think I'm going to make a series called out of this! If you enjoyed reading you can follow me and read my future boy rants! 

M