Pointless Blabber #1

Hello everyone!

I've decided to create a series sort of thing where basically where I just blab to you about anything and everything. I don't know if this will be successful if you guys will enjoy it but why not give it a go. 

So lets start with something nice. It's my birthday next month and I am turning 16! It's scary to think that i'm growing up as dying is my biggest fear! Also I go back to school on Monday and I am NOT  looking forward to it. Everything about school is bad, such as; 

1. waking up at seven in the morning and having to get out of bed near enough right away.
2. having to deal with all the stress of all the exams that you need to pass in order to have a life after secondary school.
3. and going back to all the fake friends, fake smiling, and fake happiness.

Well that got deep. I guess there are good points at school I mean you get to see all your friends who may or may not betray you, ditch you and turn on you so yeah, school is all bad.

I know that not everyone hates school but to me school is like hell. Especially on my Birthday when my group of friends sing happy birthday, badly may I add, at the top of their voices. UGHHHH I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK! I WANT TO STAY AT HOME AND STAY IN BED UNTIL LUNCH TIME!

Thanks for reading my school based pointless blabber! If you enjoyed reading you could maybe follow me and read a few of my past posts, It would mean a lot.

M

Spain 2016!

Yo guys,

I know what your thinking "Maddie where have you bee for the last week and a half?!" well if you were following my snap chat (maddiee_jayy) you would know what I was in Spain! 

As most of you may know that in order to get to Spain you need to go on an plane. Now I had  never been on a plane before so of course I was freaking out. What made things worse is that I wasn't going with my family, I was going with my friend Emily (I feel like your going to hear a lot about her on this blog) and her family.

There were lot's of things I was worried about, for instance;

I was worried that someone had put something illegal in my bag and I wouldn't make it though customs.

I was scared that the plane crash and I would die a horrible death

But of course non of this happened and we had a gorgeous holiday

 This was taken just above our beach and about 8 o'clock. It was insane! it could be mid-night and we would still be walking round in our shorts! on night we went for a mid-night swim!

 I got a tan! now this was a very rare moment for me as i usually stay the same shade of ghost white all year round and before you all go crazy that is a bikini top not a bra.

 Me and Emily drank a lot of mocktails My favorite one was called a San Francisco. 

 An artsy photo of some rocks...

 This was the only selfie me and Emily took and it was taken moments before i got stung by a jelly fish.

 Another photo of the sea. 

And finally my hot dog legs!

What did life teach me?

Life taught me to stop overthinking things and enjoy the moment.

Thankyou for reading about my trip to spain! If you would like to see more or my future posts the please follow me! Also you and follow my social media; 

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twitter = maddiejay_x

M

Boy Talk #1

Boys are strange things, one minute they act like they really like you and the next they are completely ignoring you. 

At the moment there is a boy in my life, we are not actually in a relationship but I really really like him and sometimes he acts like he likes me too. I haven't told anyone that I like him I guess i'm just really secretive about things like that. But me and him have lot's of flirty banter and lot's of people think we're getting together (including all my family). 

At the moment he is ignoring me and it's hurting a lot. A lot. Now i'm not one of those stalker girls, well not much, It's not the fact that he's not talking to me every second of everyday because I don't really care about that but it's the fact that he will act like he likes me and enjoys talking to me and then he will get bored of me and just leave me.

I know what your thinking "He sounds like a f*** boy to me" but he's really not. I can't really explain him but if you ever met him you would see what I mean. He's really a nice person but I don't think he understands how much little things hurt. It's like a small bullet can hurt just as much as a  giant sword. And they both kill you.

So at the moment life is teaching me that unrequited love sucks and hurts and I hate it so much!

Thanks for reading this little boy rant. I think I'm going to make a series called out of this! If you enjoyed reading you can follow me and read my future boy rants! 

M 

Hello World!

Hey peeps,

I can't believe I just said "peeps" no one says peeps anymore. Lets try that again..

Hello Everyone!

That's better. 

So, I don't really know what this blog is going to be about. Anything and everything I guess. 

If you are actually reading this you must be really lost on the internet but while you're here I guess I should tell you a bit about me!

My name is Maddie and I am 15 years old. 

I am a bit (a lot) of a book worm

I can play the Piano (badly)

I am not posh I am articulate

and I am the most unsociable, clumsy, fail of a person you will ever meet

A photo of me (just in case you wondered what i looked like)

If you are still reading this, First of all why? And second THANK YOU! 

I hope you've enjoyed reading my first ever blog post! If you did enjoy this post you could maybe follow me!

I also have other social media you can follow me on:

Snapchat: maddiee_jayy

Instagram: maddiee_jayy

M